What the bloody fuck.

Is this?

Why am I always the one who comes first? The earliest?

I live so bloody damn fuckingfar away, and you live within this area.

Hello? Sembawang vs. Pasir Ris and Tampines?

Where the fuck is your logic.

Call or sms also sometimes no use.

Now, I am at school alone when they should have been here sharp at 10 am.

I'm so bloody sick of this stupid leader thing, being responsible for people who obviously don't really care.

I actually don't care either, but this is ridiculous.

screw that, this post is ridiculous.

screw you.

Welcome to lysandr's double Swap-Bot special!
I'm back from KL and so have not been updating as often as I should.
But I'll make it up to you...

...with this week's edition of Swap-Bot!

This first one is the one I sent last Thursday/Friday for "Kawaii PenPal March", where I have to send a 2-page letter to my assigned partner on kawaii stationery, and you can include whatever else kawaii you can think of for a heart.



Ahh, I just LOVE envelopes. Especially white ones.



I sectioned my letter into parts. Face it, I'm too lazy to write on 1 single sheet of paper and fold it. haha. Anyways, how boring is that?



My doodle at the head of the letter.
hehe. You can see my terrible handwriting.

...And this is when I am quite relaxed.



Now, as you can see, it gets worse. haha.
My drawing looks abit retarded, but I think it look cute.

In a lopsided sort of way.



And this is the whole package!
I've included a cute posable card rabbit (with patterned leggings XD), and a Hello Kitty hanky.
Kawaii ne!



I'm really, REALLY quite excited about this next one.
No, this one is not about what I sent out for a swap.

But what I GOT from a swap.
More specifically, the "Official Ticket to Hell" swap.

YAY!



I could hardly wait. I was on my way from school today when I saw a postal van outside the neighbouring block. So I thought, hmm...maybe one of my swaps packages should have arrived!

And so I checked, and got this!



Whoa. Look at all the stamps. You could probably plaster your face with these.



The whole package laid out on my sofa. XD
Includes a card, a ticket, a brochure and 6 invites!



So sweet. :D



I am quite amused by the brochure. Read it for yourself and see.






A picture of one of the invites she kindly sent me to "invite" a few closest friends to Hell.
Spread the love, man. Spread the love.
So who wants to go with me?



The front of the "Ticket to Hell".
Includes an amazing picture of a devil. haha.



Back portion of the "ticket".



Oh, by the way, my partner had already received my package a few days ago (the one I sent in the previous entry), and gave a heart for it. Aww. My first packaged swap that actually was received! The first mail swap that I sent was the "100 Things I Love" swap which I still haven't got any indication of it being received. I sent the "Ticket to Hell" swap later and it arrived faster.
hmmm.

I'm still scared some of my mail got lost in the US Postal System.

Damn the mail.
hahaha.
XD

Well. I feel better now, but I still feel like my emotions have been squashed, stamped and trampled on.


Slept from 10+ pm yesterday to 11+ today morning. Because of my stupid bloody headache. Made me feel like crap. I couldn't even finish my previous blog entry or even close my com. So I just lay down and tried to sleep.

Btw, have I told you how much I hate being responsible?
Especially for a bloody frikkin' project such as this stupid bloody TKK.
How the f**k am I supposed to gather people when they don't BLOODY WELL ANSWER MY DAMN EMAILS AND SMSES!

You all bloody think I'm free isit?
Bloody fuckers.

Just because I have no life right?
You all bloody think I can do whatever you ask me.

Bloody fuckin' idiots.

There. Done.

Ah. Yet another Swap-bot post. Seems like I'm feeling abit more productive this few weeks.

Well, this week's send-off was for the One-way Ticket to Hell Swap.
The theme is to send your partner a physical ticket to Hell.
lols.

I figured this one was a doozy, so I decided to join in for fun. Anyways, I already had an idea in mind when I first saw the swap.

Here's what I came up with.
*after a few tweaks and trial and error here and there*

Here is my partner's addy. I blocked some of it out, just in case.



And my wondrous padded envelope (envie).



My so-called part invite. I liked the effect that came out from the papers.
(I dyed the cardboard and papers with coffee, tea and a mysterious brown paste..Guess how I made the faded effects? XD)



My "ticket" to Hell. I actually made another one, but it looked fugly, so this is the second attempt. And I must say I quite like it.



I'm not all too thrilled about the back of the ticket, but I think it's ok. Though you can't see it, that "empty" space in the middle actually has an engraved word.
Look at it up close and find out..



haha. so true.
front part of the tag I recycled from the old ticket.



Back part of the tag.
Recycled this out of the failed fugly first attempt of the ticket as above.



The package!



All tied up and ready to be sent!
Good luck!

That's it.
I'm am officially, obsessed, addicted and stuck on Zutara.
So much it hurts.

And it doesn't help that I just read a very sad Z/K fanfic, The Hunter and the Prey. A sad, but very good one. Though it is a bit flawed in a sense that it was written well before most of the Avatar episodes were aired. So some of the facts do not tally. But still, I really could cry just reading it. So much pain.


Well, let me show you just how crazed I got today.

I actually searched and borrowed the AtLA Scrolls series. Oh, the humiliation I had to endure just to obtain these. The WATER Scroll one I borrowed earlier with the EARTH Scroll one, which I returned to Toa Payoh Library just now , just so I could pick up the FIRE Scroll.

Just so I could have Zuko and Katara together.
FIRE and WATER.


ohthethingsIgothroughfor"love".


And if that didn't seal it, this will.



Does this shade of red look familiar?...
Do the scrolls remind you of something?



Have a closer look.
FIRE NATION right?

I think I must have been in a Zutara-induced haze these past weeks. And this is it.
The clincher.
I have finally gone Zutara mad.

I had thought to quell this by decreasing my daily dose of Zutara.
But no...

I just had to increase it by reading more fanfics and looking at fanart on DA.



RARHHHJGJGJGKJGAJGAGAUGUUAFU.
Kataang sucks, by the way.

You might be thinking...
"Holy Toledo! What the heck is that mutant flying envelope doing in this entry!"

Well...
swap-bot is this community of swappers from all over the world who, literally, "swap" items.
We join a swap set by a member, and the every swap is different and has a particular theme. You get assigned a partner to send to after the end of the sign-up date, and you have to send the items/whatever by the send-out date deadline.
Then you rate your partner after receiving the package.


Click on the flying mutant envelope icon above to see the site!


So far, I've joined two and I've sent my first one today.

This is for the "100 things I LOVE" swap.
Type or write about 100 things you love and send it to your partner.

I didn't take a pic of what I wrote inside, cos' I only remembered to take a pic of it after I had wrapped it.

I wrapped the 5 pieces of paper that I wrote on in a plastic bag and taped it shut. Cheapo method of "waterproofing", I know. Then I stuffed this in an envelope and went to the post office to get it stamped.



Here's my partner's addy. I blocked out the house no and zipcode just in case somebody here wants to blackmail her, which I don't think will happen. But still...

She lives in NEW YORK!

I'm SO excited!

But I'm worried it won't reach her intact, even after wrapping it in plastic and sealing the envelope opening with scotch tape. What can I say? I've heard so many horror stories about US postal services.

Trust me, it's like they're playing football with the packages or something.

I fervently hope this little letter will reach her intact, (hopefully) untorn, still legible and in a fit condition such that I will receive a fair rating.

Amin.