If You come into my heart

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if you come into my heart

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Hey. This is where I express my thoughts and feelings. Feel free to leave if you don't like it. :D

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Monday, November 24, 2008 / 2:35 AM

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics

Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

Stop right there
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been

I talk to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside
Have finally begun to create so much pressure
That I'd soon blow up and

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart

And I can't let that happen again
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

- Reliant K "Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"
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In this case, I kinda still hate who I am.
I'm not the person I thought I could and would be.
Instead, I became the one person I hated the most.
Me.

It doesn't make sense, but then again it does.
I can't even go out in a crowd, without emotionally distancing myself.
I take things too lightly, yet some things I take too seriously.
I criticise others when I myself are the object of my own criticisms.
I alone take the fall for my own character.
There can be no one else.
For I am who I am.
Because I am me.

I'm on ups and downs lately.
But usually I tend to blog about the downs.
I should post more on happy thoughts.
Else I sink into the depths again like I did time and time again.

I'm like a recovering addict.
Don't tempt me with things I still have no complete control over.
Else it fails.
I've already fallen into one of my old bad habits.
I don't need to fall into another.

So keep away from me if you know what's best for you.
Cos' this me ain't something you wanna be with.

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