If You come into my heart

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if you come into my heart

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Friday, October 24, 2008 / 3:31 PM

Here I am.

Alone again.

This past few weeks have been really melancholy.

Interspersed with brief bursts of short-lived happiness.

But still melancholy.

No offense to anybody, especially my friends.

But I feel very alone now.

Even surrounded by people.

I just feel distant.

Nowadays, I spend my time thinking a lot.

Pondering.

I think I've been given this time to think.

As a test.

They say that only people without faith

find that they are alone

even in the most crowded of rooms.

Am I faithless?

Have I lost faith in myself?

In God?

But then I quickly think and assert myself.

I do believe in God.

Maybe I'm just afraid to find out the real answer.

And what is the real answer?

I find myself thinking that sometimes this world may be just a figment of my imagination.

And I don't really exist in this fantasy of mine.

But, if that is true...

Why is my fantasy full of uncertainty and hardships?

haha.

I guess I'm not dreaming then.

Well, this may be a heck of a rollercoaster ride...

But it's still my life.

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