Thursday, August 21, 2008 / 9:53 PM
Why do I keep thinking bout it?
Why can't I just leave it alone?
I can't help but to see you
I try so hard to leave you alone
You keep invading my head
GO AWAY!
It reminds me of the lyrics of the song "Closer" by Ne-yo. It's not that I mind the thoughts. Just that I don't want it to become an obsession. I try to distance myself every time that there is a danger of that imminently happening. But sometimes it fails, and I give in to it. But only for a while. Cos' if I give in wholly, I will fall into the madness that is obsession.
I am fairly certain that if I like a person, I don't want to act upon it. Just watching from afar is enough. Acting upon it is so awkward and I don't want anything more. It will only spoil things. haha.
But sometimes, I feel so jealous. And that can't be helped. I'm naturally green.
*_*
Why can't I just leave it alone?
I can't help but to see you
I try so hard to leave you alone
You keep invading my head
GO AWAY!
It reminds me of the lyrics of the song "Closer" by Ne-yo. It's not that I mind the thoughts. Just that I don't want it to become an obsession. I try to distance myself every time that there is a danger of that imminently happening. But sometimes it fails, and I give in to it. But only for a while. Cos' if I give in wholly, I will fall into the madness that is obsession.
I am fairly certain that if I like a person, I don't want to act upon it. Just watching from afar is enough. Acting upon it is so awkward and I don't want anything more. It will only spoil things. haha.
But sometimes, I feel so jealous. And that can't be helped. I'm naturally green.
*_*

