Saturday, November 10, 2007 / 11:06 PM
I make no sense at all to myself sometimes. I've been thinking alot of the time. About life, about things. Sometimes I think, is life mocking me? It certainly seems so. Is my reality just an illusion, and one day I'll wake up to find that I have lived a lie?
Found out something quite shocking today. My eldest cousin from my mother's side is already married. Has been since last year, and we (my mother included) didn't know about it. Well...till, now. And she like only one year older than me. It's not a hasty marriage or anything. They were BF/GF for a few years and have talked about marriage since then. But like wow. The moment I heard it I was so shocked. My jaw probably fell off.

