Friday, January 05, 2007 / 8:05 PM
I have absolutely no doubt that I am going nuts. Nuts with a capital everything. NUTS. For one thing, I am totally thinking weird thoughts about and around guys. I mean it's really crazy. The only way I can dispel this train of thought is to reassure myself that I am indeed not "appealing" in any sense. It hurt me a bit to think that is true, but hey, life is not all about superficial beauty. I think not being in contact with male friends has made me a "male-o-maniac". Now that's bad. And me blogging about this is even more pathetic. But the last time I checked, this was still my blog...

