Tuesday, October 10, 2006 / 10:20 PM
My eyes are slightly less puffy than before. Must be the time waiting for Blogger to load. Plus the stupid computer's on the fritz. I think I'm going crazy. One moment I'm crying like my heart is broken and there's no tomorrow. On the other hand, afterward, I feel almost normal again. Like now. I don't know what's wrong with me. And today, I became so frustrated with my hair that I just decided to ask my mum to cut it off. I really, really wanted it off. Short. Really short. The damn thing was bugging me. I was so disappointed that she could not do it today. She asked me to wait til' Saturday or Sunday. I grew so damn frustrated, I started to cry. Everything poured out. I became like a maniac again. I just suddenly couldn't stand my hair. Then and there, I wanted to cut it. Which I would if my parents wouldn't scold me. Now, I'm going to go cut it tomorrow. I don't care. I just don't want to see it anymore. If I hack it, I think I'll feel better but I'll end up looking like a tornado just hit me.

