Thursday, August 17, 2006 / 10:17 PM
Had Bio prctical today. Locked up for a few hour, so sleepy. After that, I still had to go for my 'O' EL oral. Man, did I ever screw that up. OMG. -all i wanted from you, was something you'd never do- I feel like I'm constantly putting on a show. Everything I do. Everything I think. I'm a fraud. Even now. I feel like I'm trying to impress somebody but I dunno who. I keep saying I'm helpless but the fact is that I won't look at myself and do something because I am afraid that it will turn out wrong. I always tend not to ever do or start something unless I know I can do it right (which is not often...). -So let me in...-

