It's me again. Now the topic of discussion today is sexual orientation. For some reason, I think I might be a bisexual. Don't tell anyone I said this because I need to ascertain for myself who I am and what I'm meant to be. I had read an article once about gay muslims. Actually, we're not supposed to be. But if God created us this way, then why is it not accepted. I thought all of God's creation has a reason and none are to be shunned. I'm kind of not sure of myself right now.

I am starting to have a short term memory. I can only remember recent, big or meaningful events in my life. I don't remember much. I wonder why.

And Yoga and Nithya are quite lovey dovey these days (not like they have ever not been that way...). But it disconcerts me. Are they going too fast? I guess if that they feel comfortable, then it's okay with me. Just don't do the "down and dirty". I had a bit of conversation about marriage and sex and stuff. It left me a bit worried.